Saturday, December 4, 2010

Christmas Stories

I just had to post a picture of our first Christmas tree
and our first kid, which was of course a kitty. I was so
proud of that tree, we had just bought our first house
and having our first Christmas there was just magical.
I wanted to find new traditions for our little family and
as is still what I do, if I don't know how to do something
I get a book.

This first story is out of that book entitled A Family Christmas
by Readers Digest. The first story I want to share with you is called,
Christmas Day In The Morning
by Pearl S. Buck

He woke suddenly and completely. It was four o'clock, the hour at which
his father had always called him to get up and help with the milking.
Strange how the habits of his youth clung to him still! Fifty years ago, and his
father had been dead for thirty years, and yet he waked at four o'clock in the
morning. He had trained himself to turn over and go to sleep, but this morning,
because it was Christmas, he did not try to sleep.

Yet what was the magic of Christmas now? His childhood and youth were long past.
and his own children had grown up and gone. Some of them lived only
a few miles away but they had their own families, and though they would come in
as usual toward the end of the day, they had explained with infinite gentleness
that they wanted their children to build Christmas memories about their houses,
not his. He was left alone with his wife.

Yesterday she had said, "It isn't worthwhile, perhaps---"
And he had said, "Oh, yes, Alice, even if there are only the two of us,
Let's have a Christmas of our own."
Then she had said, "Let's not trim the tree until tomorrow, Robert---just so it's
ready when the children come. I'm tired."
He had agreed, and the tree was still out in the back entry.
He lay in his big bed in his room. The door to her room was shut because
she was a light sleeper, and sometimes he had restless nights.
Years ago they had decided to use separate rooms. It meant nothing, they said,
except that neither of them slept as well as they once had. They had been
married so long that nothing could separate them, actually.

Why did he feel so awake tonight? For it was still night , a clear and starry night. No
moon, of course, but the stars were extraordinary! Now that he thought of it, the
stars seemed always large and clear before the dawn of Christmas Day. There was one star
now that was certainly larger and brighter than any of the others.
He could even imagine it moving, as it had seemed to him to move one night long ago.

He slipped back in time, as he did so easily nowadays. He was fifteen years old and still
on his father's farm. He loved his father. He had not known it until one day a few days
before Christmas, when he had overheard what his father was saying to his mother.

"Mary, I hate to call Rob in the mornings. He's growing so fast and he needs his sleep.
If you could see how he sleeps when I go in to wake him up! I wish I could manage alone."
" Well, you can't Adam." His mother's vice was brisk. "Beside, he isn't a child anymore.
It's time he took his turn."
"Yes, " his father said slowly. " But I sure do hate to wake him."
When he heard these word, something in him woke: His father loved him!
He had never thought of it before, taking for granted the tie of their blood.
Neither his father nor his mother talked about loving their children---they had no
time for such things. There was always so much to do on a farm.

Now that he knew his father loved him, there would be no more loitering in
the mornings and having to be called again. He got up after that, stumbling
blind with sleep, pulled on his clothes, his eyes tight shut,
but he got up.

And then on the night before Christmas, the year when he was fifteen, he lay for a
few minutes thinking about the next day. They were poor, and most of the excitement
was in the turkey they had raised themselves and in the mince pies his mother made.
His sisters sewed presents and his mother and father always bought something he needed,
not only a warm jacket, maybe, but something more, such as a book. And he saved
and bought them each something, too.

He wished, that Christmas he was fifteen, he had a better present for his father.
As usual he had gone to the ten-cent store and bought a tie. It had seemed nice
enough until he lay thinking the night before Christmas, and then he wished that he
had heard his father and mother talking in time for him to save for something better.

He lay on his side, his head supported by his elbow, and looked out of his attic window.
The stars were bright, much brighter than he ever remembered seeing them,
and one star in particular was so bright that he wondered if it were really the Star
of Bethlehem.

"Dad, " he had once asked when he was a little boy, "what is a stable?" "It's just a barn,"
his father had replied, "like ours."
Then Jesus had been born is a barn, and to a barn the shepherds and the Wise Men had
come, bringing their Christmas gifts!

The thought struck him like a silver dagger. Why should he not give his father a special gift
too, out there in the barn? He could get up early, earlier than four o'clock, and he could creep into the barn and get all the milking done. He'd do it alone, milk and clean up, then when
his father went in to start the milking, he'd see it all done. And he would know
who had done it.

He laughed to himself as he gazed at the stars. It was what he would do, and he mustn't
sleep too sound.

He must have waked twenty times, scratching a match each time to look at his old watch---midnight, and half past one, then two o'clock. At a quarter to three he got up and
put on his clothes. He crept downstairs, careful of the creaky boards, and let himself out.
The big star hung lower over the barn roof, a reddish gold. The cows looked at him,
sleepy and surprised. It was early for them, too.

" So, boss," He whispered. They accepted him placidly, and he fetched some hay
for each cow and then got the milking pail and the big milk cans. He had never milked all
alone before, but it seemed almost easy. He kept thinking about his father's surprise.
His father would come in and call him, saying that he would get things started while
Rob was getting dressed. He's go to the barn, open the door, and then he's go to get the two big
empty milk cans. But they wouldn't be waiting or empty, they'd be standing
in the milk-house, filled.

"What the---" he could hear his father exclaiming.
He smiled and milked steadily, two strong streams, rushing into the pail, foaming and fragrant.
The cows were still surprised but acquiescent. For once they were behaving well, as
though they knew it was Christmas.
The task went more easily than he had ever known it to before. Milking for once
was not a chore. It was something else, a gift to his father who loved him.
He finished, the two milk cans were full, he covered them and closed the milk-house
door carefully, making sure of the latch. He put the stool in its place by the door
and hung up the clean milk pail. Then he went out of the barn and barred the door behind

Back in his room he had only a minute to pull off his clothes in the darkness and jump
into bed, for he heard his father up. He put the covers over his head to silence his quick
breathing. The door opened. "Rob!" his father called. "We have to get up, son, even
if it's Christmas."
"Aw-right," he said sleepily. The door closed and he lay still, laughing to himself. In just
a few minutes his father would know. His dancing heart was ready to jump from his body.
The minutes were endless---ten, fifteen, he did not know how many---and he heard his
father's footsteps again. The door opened and he lay still.
"Yes, Dad---"
"You son of a---" His father was laughing, a queer sobbing sort of a laugh. "Thought you'd
fool me, did you? His father was standing beside his bed, feeling for him, pulling away the
"It's for Christmas, Dad!"
He found his father and clutched him in a great hug. He felt his father's arm go around him.
It was dark and they could not see each others faces.
"Son, I thank you. Nobody ever did a nicer thing---"
"Oh, Dad, I want you to know---I do want to be good!" The words broke from him of their
own will. He did know what to say. His heart was bursting with love.
"Well, I reckon I can go back to bed and sleep,"his father said after a moment. "No, hark---the
little ones are waked up. Come to think of it, son, I've never seen you children when you first
saw the Christmas tree. I was always in the barn. Come on!"

He got up and pulled on his clothes again and they went down to the Christmas tree, and
soon the sun was creeping up to where the star had been. Oh, what a Christmas, how his
heart had nearly burst again with shyness and pride as his father told his mother and
made the younger children listen about how he, Rob had got up all by himself.
"The best Christmas gift I ever had, and I'll remember it, son, every year on
Christmas morning, so long as I live."

They had both remembered it, and now that his father was dead he remembered it alone:
that blessed Christmas dawn when, alone with the cows in the barn, he had made his first gift of true love.
Outside the window now the great star slowly sank. He got up out of bed and put on his
slippers and bathrobe and went softly upstairs to the attic and f0und the box of Christmas
tree decorations. He took them downstairs into the living room. Then he brought in the tree.
It was a little one---they had not had a big tree since the children went away---but he set it in
the holder he began to trim it. It was done very soon, the time passing as quickly as it had
that morning long ago in the barn.
He went to his library and fetched the little box that contained his special gift to
his wife, a star of diamonds, not large but dainty in design. He had written the card for
it the day before. He tied the gift on the tree then stood back. It was pretty, very pretty, and she would be surprised.
But he was not satisfied. He wanted to tell her---to tell her how much he loved her.
It had been a long time since he had really told her, although he loved her in a very special way,
much more than when they were young.
He had been fortunate that she had loved him---and how fortunate that he had been able to love! Ah, that was the true joy of life, the ability to love! For he was quiet sure that some people were genuinely unable to love anyone. But love was alive in him, it still was.
It occurred to him suddenly that it was alive because long ago it had been born in him when he knew his father loved him. That was it: love alone could waken love.
And he could give the gift again and again. This morning, this blessed Christmas morning,
he would give it to his beloved wife. He could write it down in a letter for her to read
and keep forever. He went to his desk and began his love letter to his wife: My dearest love...

When it was finished he sealed it and tied it on the tree where she would see it the
first thing when she came into the room. She would read it, surprised and then moved, and
realize how very much he loved her.
He put out the light and went tiptoeing up the stairs. The star in the sky was gone,
and the first rays of the sun were gleaming the sky.
Such a happy, happy Christmas!

Merry Christmas,


Kim said...

Oh Kim, what a beautiful story. The gifts of our time are so much more precious than anything we can buy.

Julia said...

Kim, What a touching Christmas story of a valuable lesson of the gift of self with love. I love it . It was worth reading. JB

Meg said...

That was such a wonderful story. I have to go get a tissue now...

Kessie said...

That was such a lovely story. I kept expecting there to be some tragic twist, like somebody had died right when he gave the gift. I'm glad there was nothing like that in this one. It was just simple and heartwarming. :-)

Sue said...

Kim, I so enjoyed reading this story this morning, and what a beautiful lesson for us all. The gift of a love letter, I think I might try this year. Thank you for sharing.
Much love,

Debbie said...

I LOVE these kind of stories, and this was an especially good one. It brought me to tears..a nice way to start my day...tears of love. Have a wonderful day... = )

Verde Farm said...

Kim, what a touching story and a lesson we can all learn from. We do focus on things that are not as important as we think they are at the time and miss out on some of those things that really make a difference. You first Christmas tree is wonderful. I know you decorated it with such love and excitement.
Hugs, Amy

Miss Debbie said...

Beautiful story! Love always makes the difference!

myletterstoemily said...

well, darn it, you did it. you brought tears to my
eyes. thank you for sharing such a sweet, sweet

believe it or not, i just copied and edited (which
is probably against the law) one of my favorite
Christmas stories to post on wednesday. i should
have known that you would love all these precious
stories, too!

will you send my letters when i am in jail?