January 1, 2026

Welcome to the New Year. 2026 Wow! I can't believe another year is here.  2025 was a blur. It was a very interesting year. 

I think I start every New Year post like this:

Lord, give me a quiet heart

That does not ask to understand,

But confident steps forward in

The darkness guided by Thy hand.

Keep a Quiet Heart, Pg 12.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6

As I turn the calendar to a new month and a new year, It reminds me that 365 days are an good time to see how many things happened that changed my life. There are many. Our son got married in March and now we have a lovely daughter in love. We got a new grand daughter in April. I think its 8 girls now and 7 boys. Three grandsons graduated high school and all three are 18 soon to be 19. 

As I said, I have learned many lessons and none of them have been easy but very soul searching. Our middle daughter got sick and doctors never could figure out what was wrong with her. She is good now. But I learned that when life is darkest, find for one day, that one small victory that I can thank God for. The day she was able to keep two teaspoons of yogurt down, was one of those victories. Lots of small steps.

October 31 our son in law was rushed to the hospital and was in ICU for three weeks and then he was in rehab. Thankfully he is home and is on the mend. We made a rush trip to Arizona. We had a surprise visit with grands and celebrated our grandson's birthday. So lots of things we were thankful for in the midst of one of the hardest trials I had to watch our oldest daughter walk through. And like everything, I am so thankful for the woman she is. 

So what I have learned this year, I can walk through fires and not be burned. I can go through floods and not drown. I can even laugh when I can't see the sun. I can rejoice everyday because God is in control and I am not. I think the hardest thing of all and I still can't figure it out, but people being so nice to me just reduced me to tears. I had so many people just reach out and say something so nice and kind when I was at a breaking point and that was the hardest thing for me. No clue why. I suppose its pride and having to admit, I know nothing really about life. I just keep learning.

So going into 2026 I feel battered and broken. But what I am so thankful for is that I have a brand new year and a brand new month. I get to start over with 365 days that I get to see what God will do this year. Normally, I am afraid. But this year, has been so different.  I have decided in 2026  I am going to just "do it scared." 

Happy January and Happy New Year!

~Kim~ 

 

September Thoughts

I love September, I always have. Sad to say though, it seems do I dare say the ether, is working over time to ruin the month. I work so hard and being positive in an very negative, changing world. That is all I am going to say about it. I do say every day to myself. Focus on the good, on the good. So Pumpkins are good. Maybe next year, I will just give my flowerbeds over to growing pumpkins. Every place I go, I always have to go over and look at the pumpkins. 

 

This week, my husband got the news, that the company he works for will be selling to an competitor. 

We just went though this last year. Now we are repeating it again. Do you hate repeating challenges?  

I keep wondering, what didn't we learn last time? I love this quote by John Bunyan. " I have found the bottom and the ground is firm." Its still firm. All other is sinking sand. 

I did dye wool on Tuesday. I got some amazing colors. Nice fall colors. I should have taken pictures before I sat down to write. Just take my word for it. Nothing gives me more joy than dyeing wool. 

Now I can finish the projects I couldn't because I just hated the yellow I have. Do you do that? If you have a color and its just so hard to try and get past it? I kept staring at the yellow I had, and I knew I couldn't even cut one strip because I hated it so much. I dyed it and now I can use it.  

Now I can finish it. I am much further, the bottom sunflower is finished and the green is finished now the background behind the rooster and the background. Nice work to accomplish today. We have clouds! Dark clouds with promises of hail, lighting and we are under a flood watch. I believe its called Hurricane Mario.

The weather man said its been 105 days since we have had rain. So I am looking forward to it. Weather in California is not the same and anywhere else. Weather in other states is serious. 

I will stop for now. I thought I should check in, or my blog is going to go stale again, I don't want that to happen. My new computer is so very nice. 

Have a delightful Thursday,

~Kim~

"To fear is one thing. To let fear grab you by the tail and swing you around is another."

---Jacob have I loved, Katherine Paterson, 1980
 

Thursday in August

I thought I would write a blog today. I hope your August is off to a good start. I think this summer has been one of replacing appliances. Our fridge went out in the garage. Thankfully, it didn't have too much in it. I had already moved most of the food to the upright freezer. All of the years we have been married and had a large family, I have always had two refrigerators. It dawned on me this week. Its only Ron and me. What do we need two? I could use that space in the garage for something else.
 

It sounds so simple on the blog. It took a week for me to finally figure that out. I cook everyday. I fix Ron's lunch for work everyday. I cook from scratch so I have ingredients. Lots of ingredients. I have two pantries and my large upright freezer. So having one fridge really does scare me. No clue why, we won't starve. I decided not to can and preserve or make jam this summer. I feel like a complete slacker. I of course have food I could whip up into a jar if it becomes to hard for me to not do. Its August. My whole life I have spent August in the kitchen, with my water bath canner, my pressure cooker and preparing for the snow, tornadoes and hurricanes. Oh wait, I live in California. Its been 69 each morning and I am freezing to death. I remember one of the last things I would order in October would be a cord of wood. Then I would feel safe. I could withstand even an earthquake. But not this year. 

I do have bricks I could make a rocket stove and cook outside if I had too. But then we have the travel trailer ready to go so I could just make it easy on myself and cook in that. Not canning food in August is harder for me not to do than to do it. Odd isn't it? I guess I like that feeling of putting food on my pantry shelves that I know whats in it and what I have prepared. 

All of this talk about food. But that is what I have done all week. I did order a new refrigerator. From a guy I have bought all of my appliances from for 45 years. He was too sick to deliver it. Which is so terrible for him. I felt so awful that I told him just to cancel it and just take care of himself. That was when I had my moment of why? Why do I need two? I just needed to work through it. 

Its grape season here. I just like looking at grapes on the vine. This is the garden where my daughter is a manager and she gets to work and see lovely things like this every day. When I look at that I see raisins. 

I hope you are having a nice week. I have hooked a tiny bit. Its been a summer of replacing appliances. I really broke my garbage disposal. I had to have that guy come out on Monday. I felt like I was in an episode of I Love Lucy. Lets say it wasn't pretty. Don't ever put old yeast down the drain. It blows up and makes a big mess. I cleaned and cleaned up my mess, then I discovered I hadn't thought about the ceiling. I have to do that at some point. We have ten foot ceilings. It was a big, big mess. 
 

I hope you have a lovely weekend. We have the master bath left to paint. That is going be the job to start in the morning. Then our whole house will have been repainted. I hope to get my dresser painted to match my bedroom set and my hope chest. Then the painting will be finished. Its such a nice feeling. 

Its nice to live here and get finished.

~Kim~

"If more of us valued food and cheer and song above hoarded gold, it would be a merrier world."

---The Hobbit, J.R.R. Tolkien, 1937
 

A Delightful Week

What a nice summer it has been this July. In the past, we would have it seemed days and days of over 110. This summer we have had none. We have no 100 degree days the rest of July. But August is coming. Yesterday, we had that wonderful coastal breeze just flowing in, and we worked in the flowerbeds and the garden beds and I harvested the rest of my garlic, cut lots of mint to dry, found that the lemon balm had reseeded itself. I have tried and tried to get lemon balm and I might regret it in the future but I am so happy with all of it. I harvested red raspberry to dry. My rosemary was going crazy. I found a cinnamon scented geranium a couple years ago. It is also going to town. I am pretty happy with this year's garden.

I collected seeds and put them away to be dried and hopefully reseeded in the fall. So all in all a very nice day to play outside in the sun under the blue sky. Polly would make a great farm dog. She watches Ron for a bit to make sure he is doing everything the right way, then she will run to me and steal anything I might have dropped. She at one point took a clove of garlic that had fallen out of my hand and ran over to her spot on the lawn to taste what it was, and for awhile she smelled like that garlic clove. Having her outside while we work just makes us laugh and gives us hours of entertainment.

It was so nice last week, I even took my hooking project and hooked outside. I have to tell you about my little Indian neighbor next door. She is very shy. I have never talked to her. I have talked to her husband. She doesn't drive and she is very traditional in that she wears her sari when she is in her back yard. Their backyard is very tropical and they have a water feature that has a creek and a pond. We watch their house when they go to India. That is how I know that I was expecting Koi in the pond and they have big catfish. They love those catfish and they are so tame. But like I said, I have never talked to her. She watches me through the fence. So while I was hooking out there she stood and watched. I have wanted to say something, but she is skittish like a deer. So I just let her watch. I bet she knows more about me than I do her.  

Me trying to get a picture for you on my rug I am working on. She had just come back from a walk with Ron and she was all fired up and wanting to play.  

 

See the dog feet. She is a good dog and she does most often what I tell her. She doesn't get to get on my rugs like that but sometimes she just has her moments. I really do love working on chicken rugs and sunflowers. I hope to finish this next week. Then I will have to look in my stash and see what rug pattern do I have that I haven't done. I know I have a few. 

I hope you all are having a very nice summer too. I am thankful for days in which to rest and be thankful.

I hope wherever you are, your days are filled with sunshine, blue skies, and beautiful sunrises and sunsets. The lovely summer days that pass all too quickly. 

~Kim~

"Like all magnificent things, it's very simple." ---Tuck Everlasting, Natalie Babbitt, 1975